Thursday, March 19, 2020

Blog #5: Personal Essay Topics


                         The selfie that no                My dog Baxter                     My Mama
                         one asked for lol

           There are a few different topics I can talk about in this personal essay, but aside from being a former collegiate athlete, sports junkie, and family person, I have had other experiences in my past that really opened my eyes and has ultimately shaped me into who I am today. In 2016, just shortly before my 21st birthday, I experienced my first anxiety attacks. Around that time I was so scared, confused, and somewhat lost because I had almost never experienced anxiety before in my life. I tried my best to just brush it off and wait for it to go away but it never did and eventually got worse. It got to the point where I had to drop my classes that I was taking that semester and it interfered with my work, where I would experience anxiety attacks and have to leave early. It was then that I knew I need to seek help.
I saw a behavioral health specialist and was put on medication and I also learned different breathing techniques and other activities that helped cope with anxiety. Within that year of my first experiences, I made major improvements with support from my friends and family and eventually got back into school and started working again. These experienced truly opened my eyes and I learned so much about myself that I didn’t know before. But ultimately, it made me realize how many others experience the same thing and how important our mental health is to us! I have always heard that mental health is just as important, if not, MORE important than physical health and now I am a firm believer in that.
The topics of anxiety and depression are difficult for someone to understand if they have not experienced it themselves. Most people think anxiety is just worrying and depression is just being sad, so I came up with some questions targeted towards an audience that are curious about anxiety and mental health: What is anxiety? Why does one experience anxiety? Is anxiety considered a weakness? Are there different types of anxiety? What ways can one help cope with anxiety? How is mental health important to us?
Anxiety as general worry and nervousness is a normal and healthy emotion, but if someone experiences disproportionate and repeated levels of anxiety it can lead to a disorder that interferes with their everyday life.  Anxiety can be caused by traumatic events from the past and can also be caused my anticipation of the future. There are different types of anxiety, some treated similarly to each other and some treated differently. Anxiety is not a weakness, but more of an obstacle in life that most people do not experience. Even the most successful and famous people have had their experiences with anxiety. The world can be a scary place sometimes and everyone experiences their own difficulties and struggles, especially in the situation we are all in right now (side note: Hope everyone is staying strong and healthy during this time!). Mental health is vital to everyone’s well-being and is important to relationships with the people you are most close to.